I've been absent for quite a while, haven't I?

Anyway, I'm ok. I've had a few health problems of late but don't despair - if i was to snuff it I'd do it in a tasteful dignified way - unlike certain "celeb" non-entities.

Today I have a driving lesson booked and i'm stupidly terrified. I hate cars and I really really loathe driving. I had 3 lessons when I was pregnant with daughter #2 and was a hormonal mess and didn't enjoy the experience much.

I can see plently of reasons for driving but me in charge of a car really scares me.

I can ride a horse with no probs yet I'm scred of cars. Some people are scared of horses. And yet I've never said to anyone "Haha! You're nearly 30 and you CAN'T RIDE?!"

There is a stigma attached to not being able to drive.

If I survive I will let you know.